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This Girl

by John Irizarry

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1.
City Morning 03:51
Just another city mornin' and I head out to the streets Stop for a cup of coffee I hide a smile that can't be seen I love what's playing in my headphones This song does that thing for me It's a cold December mornin’ But in me it feels like spring I'm not looking to the papers I get troubled by the news All the trials and tribulations And the angers people choose Today there is no flag of righteous Don't look for that from me Just another city mornin' That's got a hold on me I'm lookin’ up ahead Rememberin' what you said My heart holds on to thee To look back there is no purpose ‘Cause your picture stays with me Today there is no flag of righteous Don't look for that from me It's just this city mornin' That's got a hold on me It's just this city mornin' That's got a hold on me
2.
There's someone else's music in my head Coloring the things that she once said It's waking up a part of me that's dead with music in my head For her there was no time to stick around For me I thought I lost what I had found It helps me on the days I'm feeling down To know she's still around When the light breaks through the shade We think we've got it made We peek out on the day Thinking that we're saved But are we saved? Reflecting on the times I could've tried So many times just like the tears I've cried I missed you then and here it comes again I'm rolling with the tide When the light breaks through the shade We think we've got it made We peek out on the day Thinking that we're saved, but are we saved? When the light breaks through the shade We think we’ve got it made We peek out on the day Thinking that we’re saved, but are we saved?
3.
It hurts to remember, hurts worse with regret In my head I have Polaroids since the day we met I look for a map to find me a bridge To cross movin' waters just to see you again And the memories of better days Are overshadowed by the crosses we made One more thing before you go What do I do with me now? What do I do with me now? They say life's a road, and you drove too fast On a hairpin turn, that was your last And I'm at the edge, and I'm looking down My eyes are welled by the smoke that surrounds And from the abyss, I hear a faint voice Saying, "This was my fate by my choice." And the dark clouds rise to the sky What do I do with me now? What do I do with me now? The Judas kiss was time and space I found the note you left in your place Left me here to wonder why Just to hide the tears that I cry And the dark clouds rise to the sky What do I do with me now? And the memories of better days Are overshadowed by the crosses we made And we stayed up there until we dry Just to hide the tears that we cry One more thing before you go What do I do with me now? (Repeat)
4.
What's left behind when the ties that bind Loosen up and they let go? You can't see the night 'til a street light dies That's when the stars at night glow like halos Looking back on days gone passed When we raised a glass, now I'm smilin' I can hear your laugh, oh that beautiful laugh And it comes and goes, like the wind blows Tell me, tell me - please whisper in my ear Just don't say goodbye my love Let me know you're always near Tell me, tell me - please whisper in my ear Just don’t say goodbye my love Let me know you’re always near Always know I can’t let you go For now I’ll meet you there in the shadows Tell me, tell me - please whisper in my ear Just don’t say goodbye my love Let me know you’re always near Let me know you’re always near Please let me know you’re always near
5.
Vagabond 04:39
So you like to feel the vagabond Drifting out in space alone Taking on all that’s coming at you When all you really want is home And the prism that you look through A confusing color scheme Distorting your reality And the stars and how they’re seen And you’re drifting all around What is up and what is down In a giant lost and found Can you hear my heart pound? I’ll take a ship and come and find you But will you see me there? The cabin door is open I see you floating way out there And you’re drifting all around What is up and what is down In a giant lost and found Can you hear your heart pound? And you're drifting all around What is up and what is down In a giant lost and found Can you hear my heart pound? I dreamt we walked the shore together And the gentle waves they hit the beach And we laughed at all the seagulls Picking garbage like a feast And you're drifting all around What is up and what is down In a giant lost and found Can you hear your heart pound?
6.
Winter Song 04:31
The snow is fallin’ down Lies gently on the ground There’s a bluebird flying through the trees And I’m thinkin’ ‘bout you and me Sunlight streaks a winter sky And my daydreams have you by my side Upon a breeze I hear your laugh again And there it goes again And there it goes again There’s a doe walking through the trees Too big not to be seen She disappears and comes back again And there she goes again And there she goes again What could I say to make you think again? What kind of message could I send To find a way to bring you back to me? When I know it can not be I know it can not be
7.
Green Leaf 03:40
Leaves of orange, yellow, red Burn in trees just ahead A few have drifted on the lake From wind blown travel that they take Green Leaf (Repeat) The waning sun in cloudless sky Shines from the water, catches eye Reflecting scenes of farthest shore Relieve the beauty, twice, once more Green Leaf (Repeat) Beneath the waters flat, still, calm The resting place of leaves who've fallen The waning sun in cloudless sky Shines from the water, catches eye They may not be easily seen But the tree bears witness that they've been here Green Leaf (Repeat)
8.
People said, it's all in your head The way you feel about her Makes you feel you're better off dead Than to walk the streets without her You've heard it many times before Your heart laughs away the doubters Just to find when you're all alone You're wondering about her Your soul it bleeds a little teardrop from your eye In time you realize and you just sigh You get crazed remembering days When your world revolved around her Now you feel your life's on a drift Did you know that much about her? You try to put the pieces in line Your thoughts wrestle with illusions Just to find the pain in your mind Has come to one conclusion Your soul it bleeds a little teardrop from your eye I time you realize and you just sigh People said, it’s all in your head The way you feel about her People said, it’s all in your head The way you feel about her People said, it’s all in your head The way you feel about her People said, it’s all in your head The way you feel about her
9.
Well, it's snowin' in New York But, my head's in New Orleans With Ray Davies out on Rampart And the ghost of A.C. And with me is that girl She's always in my dreams Yeah it's snowin' here in New York But my head's in New Orleans (Repeat) Well, I love the little place I stayed on Chartres Street And the feeling when I go out To find a place to eat And with me is that girl She’s always in my dreams Yeah it’s snowin’ here in New York But my head’s in New Orleans Well, it’s snowin’ in New York But, my head’s in New Orleans And there’s something in the distance That’s calling out to me And with me is that girl She’s always in my dreams Yeah it’s snowin’ here in New York But, my head’s in New Orleans Yeah it’s snowin’ here in New York But, my head’s in New Orleans
10.
This is where we end now But I don't wanna say goodbye This is where you leave me And all I wanna do is cry Just a night, a summer breeze The street lights through the trees The stage is set and you are leaving me I thought I heard a whisper Telling me there's something wrong I should’ve grabbed the phone then Maybe change your mind with just one call Just a night, a summer breeze The street lights through the trees The stage is set and you are leaving me Goodnight my love To say goodbye brings too much pain Goodnight my love Until the time we meet again Just a night, a summer breeze The street lights through the trees The stage is set and you are leaving me You're sending me a message Telling me that you're okay I'm glad I got to feel it Makes it better on the harder days Just a night, a summer breeze The street lights through the trees The stage is set and you are leaving me Just a night, a summer breeze The street lights through the trees The stage is set and you are leaving me The stage is set and you are leaving me This is where we end now But I don’t wanna say goodbye
11.
Spent a lifetime lookin’ over my shoulder Those days are gone, that life is over A rebel heart, torn and tattered Is the price to pay for love that matters How do we say goodbye? How do we do it without tears in our eyes? How do we say goodbye? I thank the Lord for putting me here Surrounded by the ones I hold dear Still I have one simple question Was there peace of mind when it ended? How do we say goodbye? How do we do it without tears in our eyes? How do we say goodbye? Fate throws you into the river Back to its arms someday delivered How do we say goodbye? How do we say goodbye? How do we do it without tears in our eyes? How do we say goodbye? I take a look up into the night I pick a star and I make you that light Now the time’s come and I must surrender To the feeling I will miss you forever How do we say goodbye? How do we do it without tears in our eyes? How do we say goodbye? How do we say goodbye?

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Acknowledgements
I offer these songs not as a requiem for one lost, but as a love letter and conversation for all who need it. To my Daughter Lauren, whose spirit remains living within all who will forever love her. With gratitude to The Tribe for your continued embrace and love. #izzyforever To friends and family who’ve become closer through heartbreak; I’m thankful. To Joe and Randy, thank you is not enough. To proof there’s more than this physical plane; I’m most grateful. To Lauren, for the note you left me that says all I need to know; I love you, too. - John Irizarry

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released May 3, 2024

John Irizarry
Lead/Backing Vocals, Acoustic/Electric Guitars

Randy Sutter
Bass Guitar

Joe Leone
Drums, Percussion, Piano, Hammond Organ, Accordion,
Mellotron, Keyboard Glockenspiel, Tenor Saxophone,
Lap Steel, Mandolin, Electric Guitar (Tracks 4 & 7),
12-String Electric Guitar, Backing Vocals

Sandy Bookey
Drums (Tracks 3, 5, 7, 9)

Brianna Mastandrea
Trumpet & French Horn (Track 11)

Lauren “Izzy” Irizarry
Backing Vocals (Tracks 5 & 8)

Words & Music by John Irizarry
© 2020 HUSCOE MUSIC BMI
Lyrics for “Green Leaf” by Randy Sutter
Produced & Mixed by Joe Leone at Perisphere Studio
Mastered by Nick Messitte at The Old Quarry
Photos of Lauren by Arthur Fox
Package Design By Joe Leone

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John Irizarry Middletown, New York

"My job as a songwriter is to tell a story in a way that sparks thought in the listener." - John Irizarry.
Maverick Magazine, the UK's leading Americana Magazine, praised John's work on his album "Songs for Parker" (with Small Town Sheiks), saying, "It leaves you utterly enthralled".
Alt.Country Forum calls John's songs "Energetic, dynamic & intense" and "immediately distinct & recognizable."
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